moments...

Hellos everyone, I am back from a trip of emotions. I had been through a lot of things and understand a lot of things, it made me a stronger and better person. I am happy that God answered my prayers, it made me feel better. I think sometimes letting go would be ideal and moving on would be better. But it easy to say then to act on it, I need time, a lot of time and a lot of care and concern from my friends. Moving on is hard, but I need to, I can't dwell on it all the time. Perhaps I should divert it all to the correct section which would benefit both parties.

Okays, moving in progress.

Anyways.

Friends are so important to our lives, they mean a lot to me, they are like the big pillars in my life. If one were to collapse and leave me at lurch, I would lost the purpose of living in this world. I could not imagine living in a world without friends, a world without love, a world without being loved by your parents and friends. I'll never want to see that day come true, in any of that circumstances, I would end my life. They showed care and concern for me when I need them. They are always around me protecting me from the ugly reality that would hurt me. How could anyone live without friends? Please tell me.

I am a person who shows care and concern for people regardless of whether they are my friends or not. In a way that is my advantage and disadvantage. I am also a person that loves to be concerned and cared for. But sometimes I have to know the truth that the amount you give out may not be the amount you get in-return. However this would never hinder or stop me from being who I am before. But I would still want to be concerned and cared for, just like a baby who is sheltered by the arms of the parents. Who doesn't?