an arduous journey ahead...

"Do not make the person your priority when you are the person's choice."

What a question to ask myself. You can say that it would not happen, you could say that I am late, however the feelings for you would not change. It would not change even a bit.

Why do I make you my priority when I am your choice? It is just because Love is blind. Love is unconditional. It doesn't even matter if I am the choice. To the extend, seeing you happy, I feel contented. Having you around makes me feel at ease, I feel happy, it is the happiness that no words could describe. Hoping to see you online and chatting with me, makes my day. So please do not avoid me. Please!

I would wait for you. For how long? For as long as I live. I may seem that I am troubling you and forcing you to make a decision, but really please do not feel obligated. Deep down in my heart, I am, but all I can wish is the best of you. I would want to see you happy, seeing you gloomy and troubled makes me feel like a jerk. So please do be HAPPY always!

I know how you are feeling now too. I really do. So thats why I need to be more understanding and hoping that you could be HAPPY. I will always be there for you when you need me.

I would try to control my emotions and feelings, just to let you not feel troubled and depressed. I would try my best.

BUT PLEASE DO NOT AVOID ME.

It only makes me feel more hurt and sad.

I would try not to make you depressed.

I will.

Making you depressed and sad doesn't show that I love you.

Why make you sad when I love you.

I will accommodate and be understanding.

Thats true love.