argh...

My hands suddenly can't draw as freely as it used to be in secondary school days. Or maybe I am not born to draw well. Aiyah watever lar, I don't even want to care about that, I just want to shop for new year clothes....so many things to buy. Haiz.

I changed my blog song to 외사랑 by J-Walk, my current favourite song, I am not sure what it means but I just feel comfortable while listening to it.

the path I chose...

Knowing and understanding you more makes me clearer of what am I thinking and doing. This definitely is going to strengthen the current we are having.

We will...

We must...

We could...

Make it all the way through.

tired...

I feel...I feel...I feel...

I am...I am...I am...

But...But...But...

You did it.

Speechless.

I am in no position to say anything.

Changes? Not sure.

argh...

Sometimes, I just don't know people's limits, often I provoke people without knowing that they are actually angry or unhappy about me. So yah, this is something I had been trying to change for a very long time and now this bad habit of mine had hurt someone I cherish. I really don't know what I should do to perk up a person. Argh...I really want to talk to one of mine best friends NOW...ARGH...WHY DO I DO THINGS WITHOUT CARING ABOUT PEOPLE'S FEELINGS...I really need to ask my friends whether am I irritating, paranoid, nonsensical, totally full of shit person when I am with them. I really want to know the true answers, though it hurts to know the truth. From there I will change and learn from the mistakes I made knowingly and unknowingly.

So yah true friends out there please tell me.

I need your comments, be it good or bad, I am willing to take it all.

Salvin feeling remorseful at 2.53pm.

phew...

I could finally say that I have ended Typography after tomorrow, not forgetting that there is a review session on wednesday before Typography officially ended. Why still got review session? WHY? WHY? Tell me WHY? Typography is really a killer module because you would have to be extra meticulous and patience to the alignment, layout, font sizes and etc. Believe me or not, just try it out yourself and you will know.

These moments while completing typography assignments had been stressful for me. How I wish you were there for me to help and guide me through the obstacles that were obstructing my way. Nevertheless, moral support is fine with me too, just that I wish you were beside me when I need you. Hahas but I still fight my way through the end of typography. phew...

Chinese New Year is just round the corner and I have not got new clothes. Argh, still need to work after typography, how to get clothes? OMG. DIE lar. I am just complaining and complaining about things, most of the time I won't get things done. Need to change myself liao. Would you hear my complains?

Hmm...okays going to get some typography things done and SLEEPING EARLY TONIGHT. (rare sight)

tiring moments...

Oh Wells, I have to work a lot of days this week, means I will not be able to sleep and complete my work to my satisfaction. Like for example, I have to work on Tuesday, Friday and Saturday at Paragon and Wednesday at Tampines. So tiring for me to handle when I am having project deadlines to meet and other things to attend to also. But I have to bear with it, just sometimes I can't be bothered about some things.

Recently had been reading a lot of stuffs and found out a lot more about myself. Knowing more about yourself is cool, so yah get the chance to know more about yourself, as "Nobody Knows Yourself More Than You Do". Cool Eh! However, do take the effort to know more about the people around you, like for example their personalities and stuffs related to them, observe them if there is a need.

Goodbye Peeps.

Time to sleep liao.

breathless...

You leave me breathless. You leave me speechless. So what am I suppose to to do? Oh God, please save and heal me.

Silent cries at night. Erm, I think it is very common nowadays to get very emotional at nights because normally you would think a lot at night. So yah, thinking of things that would hurt you more and more.

Oh wells, Salvin can bear with it no matter how hurting it is. GO Salvin! Just a little bit more to go and you will be able to make it.

Duh, there goes Salvin fooling and cheating himself that he can make it, but deep down in his heart, he knows he can't, Salvin needs help seriously.

naive thoughts...

In Salvin's context, absence is proven to hurt the heart more, although it makes the heart grow fonder but it hurts more. This is what I am thinking at the moment, people can say what bullshit is Salvin talking about but WHO CARES.

These few days had been very busy with TP Open House, thank god it has ended like today or else I will faint or collapse on the spot for everyone to see. Haiz, feeling tired and exhausted now, but mostly is mental tiredness and not much of physical tiredness. Mental tiredness is more exhausting and difficult to handle than physical tiredness. So yah I rather tire myself with things or works rather than feeling mentally tired.

Salvin arh. Salvin arh. Why are you so weak? So next time or should I say after the mid of this year, how are you going to handle the bigger and most painful hurdle of your life? Are you going to trip and fall badly? Are you going to mourn over the fact? Are you going to just die flat?

So yeah. Once again I need to get myself ready for that hurdle. Be strong Salvin.

Once again and again...haiz...

Indescribable Happiness...

Wanting to see you everyday, every moment even if it takes miles to travel. Cherishing every moment we spent though we both have our own things and work to do. The time spent with you is precious and timeless, even a glimpse of you is sufficient, however my heart claims that it is not. Sometimes I wish that I could control time, I want to stop the time and have more time with you.

Childish thoughts are what that is overtaking my mind currently. It really don't justify with the fact that I am eighteen years old, only my hair could justify that I am eighteen now, I hope soon will it be my mind. I am jealous and why am I feeling that? Because I love you more than I could. I knew that being overly dependent would only hurt me more, being jealous would make both of us emotionally exhausted and that would also make me a less understanding person towards such small matters. What and how am I suppose to react to such matters. I hope time might help me resolve this feeling that I am having now. It is on its way.

Oh God please guide me along the way if I am not doing the right thing.

May all my dreams come true.

Please listen to the Mirror by Super Junior in my blog's featured song. It is currently my favourite song. Nice song to describe what I am feeling now.

time to update my life...

Okays, long time never update my blog liao, time for you guys out there to know whats going on. I got a lot of things to handle these days, I have to work at Guess, I have to handle my school work and someone special. So yah, quite hectic these days, wonder how some people handle these problems so well.

Okay sometimes when you are in Love, you tend to look things in a particular manner. The magnificence of Love and power that it contains. Hahas, O wells you have to be in one to understand how I feel at this particular moment. Missing a person is a very painful and terrible feeling but the end result when you meet the person is totally the opposite. You will feel like flying away, like now I am already flying. Haiz. Okays.

Bye Peeps.

Up for more updates.

Cya.