whoa...weeee..haaaa

today was a tiring day for me.....I almost fall asleep during Kee Jan's class, just can't help it. He just go on and on around the same thing. COLOR WHEEL it is for todays 2D Art Fundamentals, so sian & boring & tedious to do it again, when the last time I did was like Sec 3....I "tao yen" lor...wat to do sia for the next few lessons..haiz

OK enough of school stuff. Our normal clique stayed up in school till 8pm, and then went off to eat with Benn, Jo, Wan Jun at KFC. Then we all went home, I took the bus with Jo and we talk about a lot of observations I have made throughout the week.
Conclusions were some how or rather made. I swear I am going to continue observing. LOL I seem so auntie lor. Pooo...when people don't tell me or they are doing something that is weird or irritating, I will observe them for SURE. Thats me!

People are changing at a fast pace.

I am appalled by the changes.

BUT I am also changing.

SO? (Grins)

Anyway...

the probability of me going to Japan has rise up to 80% liao.
Going with my Ah Ma for 1 month bah.
Haiz..going to miss you all for sure.

yeah...se..lu..vin is back

yeah...I am finally back from all the presentations and project deadlines.....this block had revealed the true colours of us....From a big things to little things....From group works to individual works...

We had came to realise a lot of things and also relating them negatively to persons....can't help it also...some poeple just don't know what went wrong with themselves.

ENOUGH of all this..OK...I just came back from my Ah Ma house because my aunt is leaving sunday morning (which is tml)...came to think of that, I only seen her today...haiz..time flies..

I am think of going to japan to stay at my aunts house this vacation (which is dec)...I should get free tickets from my aunt...haiz some how my mum will still think that I may be a burden to my aunt..who knows what might happen this time again...sigh sigh...

OKAY the overnight stay is fun!!!!
What an event to end a block.
We should have more of this.

I am BACK.

This is ME.

Salvin.

Like me for who I am.

Hate me if you want.

I don't even care about that.

I just LOVE who I am.


F.T. Island in Korea.

yeahness....

I am turning 18 soon....

woo hoo...I just realised that just now

But It falls on a sunday lar, sadness...

wu..ha..

Nth much to say at the moment. Thinking Thinking...what I am doing now is quite stupid, I should stay strong always.
Putting myself in a melancholic condition isn't the way out, this shows how stupid I could be.

Dwelling on the past may not be a right choice for me. Looking ahead where much opportunities lies, is what I should do.

Okies, thanks Jo,benn,emmanuel & chris for the the words of wisdom.

Really can't imagine my life without u all...nevertheless my best friends always.

Ending with a ENGLISH song by Se7en - One Last Cry. (p.s.listen to the lyrics)

Se7olution....

OK lar....just gotten the new timetable today, I am taking Japanese and 2D Art Fundamentals next block...yeah for japanese but boo that TP does offer KOREAN language...wat a pity....booooooo

BUT, I will plan to take KOREAN lessons outside.....Omgoshness...that is so cool....my dream come true one day...

Haiz I just finish adding in pictures for Marketing Ex05....super sian and tired liao but still need to carry on designing logo and posters for my PComD project...

WHAT to do lar???
My mind is in a chaotic condition now.

Listening to Heaven Knows by Rick Price now.
Like in the song...."MAYBE MY LOVE WILL COME BACK SOMEDAY, ONLY HEAVENS KNOWS"
Sweet HOR...
Whahahah..lol

lazyness in me..

recently very lazy to blog liao, shoots......

I realise that I have no aim in my life...I am aimlessly living....living for someone ....wat a let down in my life....haizness in me...move on man...

"Get a grip"

"Get alive"

"Move on"

Really need to think through these.

SALVIN GO SLEEP LAR, STOP THINKING!!!!!!

yeahness......finally

finally, i finished my interview for PComD and handed in the Assignment for Marketing for Designers......this is the moment I have waited for, yesterday I slept for freaking 1 hour lar....was late and so I rushed to school in my formal shirt for interview in the afternoon....

Hokay...it is the same shirt and pants I wore for OPSS formal day lar, okay it is the same from top to bottom....BUT that time I looked werid and "kuku" with it, HOWEVER now I changed liao lor, pls, OMG I look I look...better than before....whahahaha...

OKAY joleen is like SINGING now in front of me......heh...

Just would like to add on on the slapping and hitting habit of me recently, violent actions of me...haiz...so I am like "fasting" lar ie. meaning cannot hit people.....BUT BUT that does mean you all can PROVOKE me LAR, I STILL will slap you wan....the key word is STILL....HOKAY peeps out there??? GET IT???? GET IT???

helloooo

recently, I have not been updating much...haiz.....I am lazy....wat to do...

I have been weird,anal,abnormal,asshole,bitchy,bastard and idiotic person, some people may perceive me as the following....sometimes I really think that I am a let down in the way I speak and behave....I could be violent and irritating at all times...people may find me weird,disgusting to be with.....I felt the disgusted side of me is developing, soon I maybe not be the usual salvin that I used to be....soon I will lost all I have had...

I felt that the idiotic and stubborn character of mine has hurt or irritated some of my friends....maybe is in the way I speak and react to people...I hit them....I react badly to them...I shoot them back with hurting words..although all this are wrong and I still did them subconsciously or consciously to the others...feeling bad now is a bit late...feeling remorsefully now is abit stupid, for so much I have done...maybe I should go for character development or anger management...I Should..

All I have to say is sorry for what I have done, if I have hurt you in any ways....Pls give me sometime to change, I will change to a better person...will you all give me time? Time is all I need......

The Idiotic One has fallen down...

....zzzz....boring lessons..

this few days is so boring for me, feel like killing myself......I knew little about marketing....wats marketers language??? Professional Communication is more worst lar, our lecturer is like so "dao" and boring....haiz...wat to do lar...kick their ass??
OKAY, great news that I finished watching 1 Litre Of Tears.....nevertheless, I cried like hell, it is like a very sad love story, based on real life story....

This movie had greatly changed the way I look upon my life and disabled people...greatly touched by it....I realised that we should all treasure our beloved ones more and hence we would never regret for what we have done.
Treasuring every second while they could, dare not close their eyes;afraid that that would be the last time, losing hopes, hoping to live longer to complete all the things they want to do ,start to accept the fate, why the disease chose them? These are the wishes and thoughts of those having terminal diseases...

Cherish every time with your friends and families.

sentosa....

okay today, my group of friends and I went to sentosa....I was like easily persuaded to go wan..haiz...BUT all in all it was damm hype and fun...we were at the peak of our enjoyment.....I also met christine and emmanuel at vivo city too...they were giving out flyers....SINGAPORE is so small....
At sentosa, we took lunge rides and sky rider and of course the beach....I went to sentosa without any extra clothes and yet they threw me down the SEA LAR....ALL WET...as expected.....I suntan a bit, but it doesnt seem to help much...probably I am fated to be white....camwhore alot on the way, people may have thought that we are tourists lar....had our dinner at Koufu and bused back home....so tired now and yet tomorrow got morning class lar....shoots...Marketing for designers??? wats it all about....
Konnnnnayuki...OMG I am so caught up with 1 Litre Of Tears...