Sunday, October 7, 2007

helloooo

recently, I have not been updating much...haiz.....I am lazy....wat to do...

I have been weird,anal,abnormal,asshole,bitchy,bastard and idiotic person, some people may perceive me as the following....sometimes I really think that I am a let down in the way I speak and behave....I could be violent and irritating at all times...people may find me weird,disgusting to be with.....I felt the disgusted side of me is developing, soon I maybe not be the usual salvin that I used to be....soon I will lost all I have had...

I felt that the idiotic and stubborn character of mine has hurt or irritated some of my friends....maybe is in the way I speak and react to people...I hit them....I react badly to them...I shoot them back with hurting words..although all this are wrong and I still did them subconsciously or consciously to the others...feeling bad now is a bit late...feeling remorsefully now is abit stupid, for so much I have done...maybe I should go for character development or anger management...I Should..

All I have to say is sorry for what I have done, if I have hurt you in any ways....Pls give me sometime to change, I will change to a better person...will you all give me time? Time is all I need......

The Idiotic One has fallen down...

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